Mind obsessed

Body caressed

Heart possessed

Souls distressed

Feelings suppressed

Anger repressed

Self oppressed

All depressed

None expressed...

She

She is the one who melts my heart away

she speaks innocently like a child at play

she squeaks like a mouse when she is happy

she yells like a lion when she is angry.

She cuddles to me like i were her bear

she rushes to me when i need her care

she cares for me when i am ill

she loves me with all her will.

She makes a puppy-face to plead me

she makes a devil-face to threaten me

she makes a funny face to cheer me

she makes a ugly face to happy me.

She smiles when she is sad

she cries when she is lonely

she laughs when i am silly

she then takes my heart away.

She is adorable when she plays with her hair

she is cute when she talks to the walls and the air

she is irritating when she tells me 'nothing'

she is curious and always upto something.

I love to get her furious

i love to see her curious

i love to bring her joy

i love to see her coy.

I can praise her to no end

it is she who makes my life bend

i could only be her admirer

she is my only disease and the curer.

She stands like a grape vine

she walks like the wind dancing in the morn

she is like a glowing candle

simply made to illuminate my darkness.

she sleeps like a rose laid on the grave

she smiles like a child when tickled

she glares like the stars charming in the night

she mesmerizes me like an angel.

Oh! let me have her

let me suck the fragrance of her body

let me be close not to leave her

let me wrap her in my arms

let me touch the softness of her thighs

let me nourish myself in her beauty

let me grab her sensuous waist

let me feel her tenderly unlike before.

Let me possess her completely

let me make her feel the love i have

let me be with her till eternity

let me have this moment forever.

So near, yet so far.

She is a mere illusion of love

she is what i desired

she is what i loved

she is what i needed

But,

She sees not what i see for her

she hears not what i speak to her

she tells not what i want to hear

she is not where i want her to be.

Now,

My admiration is sickness to her

my calls are immune to her

my care is a routine to her

my love is despicable to her

She pains me with her ignorance

she hurts me with the uncared words

she rejects my love for some other

she pricks me by erasing my existence

She is preserved in my memories

she is safe in my heart

she is treasured in my thoughts

she is held in my past

She may not be my future

she may not be my dream

she may not be my love

Yet, she will always be my life.

When I Die-

in the arms of the lover i cherish

on the bed that we love and care

in the house filled with smiles and joy

on the earth where upon i was born and nursed.

I shall have left what is mine

the treasures i stored with all my life

my friends and family shall be there

to see my flesh beneath the shroud.

i shall see no tears when be dead

shall not hear the sounds of th mourners

lay quietly like a drugged patient

to be taken to the next level.

shall be decorated like a bride

be pretty as i sleep cold

no more will i feel the tenderness

of the touch that loved me most.

flowers of sweet fragrance rests on me

that freshness will rot with my body.

Do i dare to think of the face

that loves me with all his life?

Shall he accompany me to the road unknown

where i shall be trembling and be lonely of the cold?

will he think when i would have left the world?

I pray to the stars

when i have crost the bars

to see my only lover

before i shut my eyes forever.

Silence of the Winds

It is quiet

it is pleasing

it is easy

when all lonely

Who shall bother

who shall talk

lights all off

all windows shut

Floats the air

above the flesh

that lies in trance

in the dark

Eyes still motionless

breath so uncountable

lips slightly parted

and all hair flows

Music in mind, plays

soft and low, unhearable

to own is heard

of the whispers and mourns

Eyes motions visions

of scary, trembling times

fear grips the face

with terror in the eyes

Terror that flows

now as a river

arms now quiver

for love done gone

Music in heart

now plays louder

beats harder than drums

that is unstoppable

Let the glaciers melt

Let the river flow

Let it meet the sea

Let it be sweet and salty

It's Night

Eyes meets eyes

heart meets heart

soul touches soul

love creates music

on which dances

the two bodies.

Cheek touches cheek

fingers touches hands

hands round the waist

held tightly and so firm

against her bosom

now he transmutes the passion.

Now lips meet lips

hands held neck

delicate fingers embraces the beloved

now water meets fire

the passion of love

fuses into the smoke.

Now breath meets breath

more than lips, tongues collide

smoke heatens the mood

two bodies twined and drenched

into the love they made

And now night meets the day.

Flames of Fire

Flames of fire burns fearlessly,

a heart that desires breathes heavily,

hate that dwells in swells gradually,

the burning heart weeps cravingly.

Feed more! feed more!

hate It to the core,

the wounds left so sore

cause of the memories engraved before.

Break what broke

tear what tore

take what took

give what gave

Make It shatter,

make It tatter,

Phoenix now risen

in ashes It will burn.

Embrace hate that is chaste,

let It know of that taste

of the knives and the glasses that bruised

the memories of the heart that were closed.