Bend My Bones?

Loving you will be like bending my bones,
So I ll stick to picking stones.
Avert my eyes in disdain,
As I watch you, I feel the pain.
Agony in the heart burns violently,
While you leave me with your memory
To starve for you while you will have fled
So I ll cast a wall between us in stead,
Before I have more tears to shed
For our stories that will soon be dead.